I was being a fool. Why I hadn't CHEATED while 2/3 of the class did?
And the worst thing is, even those who NEVER attended the class got eighty-something.
JUST BECAUSE THEY CHEATED, and I DIDN'T.
That's desperately frustrating.
You SUCKS, OLD MAN.
Not because you gave me such mark (I think I deserved)
but letting the whole class CHEATED. (You were not even there!)
And those who really tried their best got the lowest marks in the class.
That's funny, huh?
BUT WHAT MATTERS? YOU ARE SATISFIED WITH THIS FAKE "NICE CLASS"!
Sorry for being rude.
But I am really upset about that paper...
and moreover, myself.
I think my last entry had mentioned very well that
I was going to "reform" myself, starting from November.
A month passed, and...well, yes, I did CHANGE a little bit.
I thought I did try hard in everything, but it seems only a few ones were actually working.
But anyway, I will keep trying...until some SIGNIFICANT change happened.
And I hoped I can endure until that point.
DECEMBER. My favourite month of the year.
I hope nothing more would go wrong again.
And by the way, I missed home. I missed Macau.
Accepting the truth that I am not going back during the winter holidays was't that hard,
though that definitely make me feel more lonely...
I mean, knowing that everyone will be back to meet each other, except me.
Maybe I have to get used to the loneliness, just as I always do.
By the way, I love the movies "2012" and "A Christmas Carol"...
And I keep burying my head into the Twilight Saga!!
I finished "New Moon" in a week and "Eclipse" in less than a week!
I love the Cullens!!!!!!!!!!!! And I hate Bella!!!!! XD
And I am going to watch "New Moon" tomorrow with my lovely friend Reika >D<
I am sure we will have a good time tomorrow :D
I have been under stress all over the damn week, and I hope things will go well soon.